Saturday, September 12, 2009

I need a vacation!

So for those of you that talk to me on a regular basis, you know I am super busy ALL the time. This week has been very frustrating because school started back where I work and it feels like the kids this year are crazy. I dont know what is up with this next generation, but they are rather greedy kids and I cant stand it. Needless to say I am SOOOOOOOOOO glad that welcome week is over. That is my last welcome week thank goodness. Everything is a last this year for me, so I will try my best to suppress my anger and frustration.

This weekend was supposed to be a me weekend where I relax and recuperate, but it doesnt seem to be working. I cannot figure out how to relax completely. My mind is racing and I keep thinking about everything that is going on. No matter how much I pray, journal, turn off my electronics and what not nothing stops it. There is a lot going on emotionally, with the family, and life in general. I would really love to just go on vacation and get away from this place for a while to refresh my mind and get a better sense of myself. Its been quite some time since I have been relaxed and enjoyed being here.

I could scream for days!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you for reading my ranting and raving, sorry I put you through this.

Check back later, maybe I will have a better post.

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